fandoms:
BBC Sherlock, Doctor Who, Merlin, My Little Pony, Harry Potter, British comedy, Bleach;
Other interests (AKA I like lists):Queer & Aspie stuff;
Dyspraxia, Alexithymia, beat deafness, anxiety, disordered eating (NOT pro ana), depression;
Fashion/clothes, food/cooking/baking, and anything else that catches my eye
life long love= music, especially clarinet and musicology
so uh…I’ve never liked my dad, but I just figured out why yesterday..that he has claimed to love me, but doesn’t like me…that I would have grown up with one of those parents who is like “I love my child, I just hate the autism” (though my dad should have been grateful that I’m not “low functioning” or whatever, that I only have very minor comparatively problems to deal with) is unfathomable to me…such a simple explanation to explain all the pain and tears I’ve experienced growing up….who knew it would hurt so much